This is very sad news to become privy to, even though I did not know the expired. Words are just words, and so these words cannot dampen the pain you and others feel for your loss, nor can any amount of condolences possible to be given; time does not heal the hurt and the wound, no matter what they say. It never feels any better, and it never gets any better. You always remember... but regardless, I am extremely sorry for your loss. I wish there was more I could give, could do, than just words, but sadly, that is not the case.
Sigh. If you ever need a person to talk to about anything -- though I am sure you have plenty of people for that -- I'm an open set of ears and a slightly open mind; drop me a message. If you need it, I'd be happy to do whatever I can. Again, I'm sorry for your loss.
Rest-in-peace, Saia; I'm sure that it is my loss for not knowing you. And I hope, for your sake, that there is an afterlife, and that it's free of pain and worry and wonderful for you. Your life was surely cut short before its time, far too short, but I think that, from my perspective anyway, it's always... too early for someone loved to go. Especially in that way.